sometimes.. things are just not under our control.

Run For Peace was amazing! Its my first time joining it. Out of 15000 contestants, I met kor. == wat a coincident! I never thought of meeting him there. Coz well, as I knw.. Collegue's life vry busy geh. Mana tau.. Our meeting was funny. Finally, I met kor again. =) Yea, I felt hapi bt I stil don dare to go near him. Don ask me y, I oso dono. I hav been knwing kor for 7 years.. For 7 years, I never even go near him n tok to him. LOL.. Tats vry silly. Hes my best kai kor, yeap... Mayb I jux nid somemore time to b brave. I promise, if theres stil chance for me to meet him, I wil try go near him. Haha~ Entering Sunway Collegue seems to b my wish for nw, my god. I feel like I m going there bcoz of kor. GAH! I siao liao. I even dreamt b4 tat v r in the same collegue. Hmm.. asking me regret anot for nt going near him tat time? Kinda.. xD Reli missed tat golden opportunity to make sure he can rmb me always. However, wats over means over d lar. I cant turn the time back. Hope he can rmb me oso lar eventhough I din left any nice memory in him. I m stil in confusion actually. Btween type or feeling? I mean when chosing bf. Will try ask for ppl's opinion. Anyone gt any opinion mux tel me lo! =D Its great tat I m nt addicted to my game anymore bt... I m in love wit sleeping. =.= Enjoy dream life. WTH! I jux feel to sleep all the time. Don feel to do anything. Someone wake me up pls! SPM is jux around the corner. Ntg is in my brain, danger signal on! DIE DIE DIE. When can I start studying? =(  I nidda force myself hardly liao. It wil b suffering bt I reli wan my wish to cum true- study at Sunway Collegue. God bless bless me yea, THANK YOU!!!

make a lil change

I m finally bak again on blog. My trial kills me for few weeks. Sleepless day n nite. Honestly, I dono wat happened to me. I did nt study hard as wat I swore to. I think I m jux too exhausted. Last min study has bcum my trend. Sigh.. I m crazy. Frm tis trial, I learnt lots of stuff abt examination stress n humanity. Wats examination stress? Haha.. Its nt abt stressing study during exam week. Its the stress when sitting for the exam. During maths exam, my emotion gt interupted by my family prob. So, I screwed my paper 1. I almost cried. Luckily, I found someone whos willing to b my listener. She motivated me n yes, I score in paper 2. Both papers marks giv me 89. Hw *lucky*. My target is A+ de lo. Paper 1 should b easy bt I cant reli score coz I feel I m lack of time n gt panick easily. Tis feeling definitely make my concentration gone. Too many careless mistakes. After maths paper, I feel vry relax although theres stil so many papers to go. LMAO.. I giv a high hope on maths oly. xD Conclusion, I should hav chill n take my exams as an exercise. Then, there wont b any stress when taking exam, I think. =) Secondly, humanity. A vry big topic to b say. I m just gonna summarize it. Well, its for sure for ppl to get gud results, rite? Gud results came frm our hardwork. Tats a vry significant aspect. Hardwork can gives abt 80% of success. 20% left is ur attitude. Yea, I knw its weird for me to say tis bt wat I say is true actually. If u r a selfish person, I can tel u, u wil nt b a successful person. Success is nt oly based on knowledge. Its also about ur attitude. God will nt bless ppl wit bad attitude. Sharing is caring? It will b oly true for sum cases. The main point tat I wanna stress on is, sharing knowledge is the best care. Don always think of making success on ur own. U will never b fully success when u r all alone, drawing circles at the corner. Find a fren. At least one. A true one. Honestly, I hav nt found mine since the last time I lost one last year. Nw, everything change. Everybody change. I m changing too. I truly blif on my choice. Opening my mind to face the real world which is nt as easy as ABC bt a scary n challenging war. War tat may take away ppl's life, yet I still prefer a victory if my enemy wants. 50++ days to SPM~ God bless me pls. Just help me to handle my emotion. The others, I wil do it myself. Jia you! ^^

I like this ^^

cool mv =)

Forget Me Not Promo Tour

HALOR!!! Today I feel as hapi as a king. ^^ Its my best day ever! Guess wat?! I get to c Adrian ♥! Hes so handsome. Hes one of the actor in the drama, Forget Me Not. Forget Me Not Promo Tour started at 8pm. Nicholas, the OneFm dj was the mc. He gt fooled by William til 99. HAHA.. So damn funny. Such a waste for those ppl who don get to c wat happened to Nic. xD Many ppl went. Even the third floor of kp oso full. =O I din expect so many ppl de lo. Luckily I came early n stood front. If nt I sure cant take so many pic of the actor n actress. Jux.., my phone camera sucks, so the pic nt so clear. Anyway, I bought Adrian's ep. LOL LOL LOL~ Hes too leng zai d, I don wanna miss the chance to go near him n shook his hand! Its my first time buying ep lo. Hee.. =D Heres some picha...

her voice is wonderful!

my special one ♥

I dreamt on kor again last nite. It had been few days I dreamt bout him. Honestly to b say, I don reli think of him all the time bt he jux keep on appearing in my dream. Nvm, its nt a bad thing oso. At least, I wont forget hw he look. xD In my life, kor is my special one. Although v hav no blood relation, I treat him exactly like my real bro. Y? I oso dono. Hmm.. its kinda long time d tat v din meet each other. I think the last time v met was at Tesco Bukit Tinggi if I m nt mistaken. So suprising tat kor said Hi to me tat time. I stil rmb tat face n tat smile. Kor always look funny. Based on wat I saw on fb, nw kor sure enjoy study at college pa. Due to kor excellent results in SPM, i blif theres no prob for him in college. Anyway, god will bless kor. Good luck! Next week is kor's bday, I wanna giv him present bt I dono hw. LOL~ So, forget bout it. I might jux send some wishes. =)

Hope to c u soon. ^^

life can be better

Today no skul. Its a public holiday bt theres tuition. Nvm =) Add maths, I mux go. Ytd was a crazy nite wit Leng. V went eating dinner after tuition at kp. MCD.. Lol~ V chit chatted lots of stuff. After dinner, loitered around n saw someone tat I don hope to c. So, I jux pretend din c him n walked as fast as I could. Haha.. I jux don dare to look at him. Coz i feel ashamed. Once upon a time, hes the one tat can giv me everything bt I made a decision tat lead us to diff pathways. Somehow, I din regret actually. For me, hes a person tat can b love. Of coz everyone deserved love, bt hes nt my destiny. I slowly understand tat I can b independent. 20 more days to trial, less than 3 weeks! I m nt sure wat I m gonna get tis time. Sigh~ I haven even started anything. Nowadays, I m vry busy learning hw to drive. Driving can b easy n exciting bt don make it a game. One careless mistake may kill other ppl's life. I m trying to control the car properly. xD Okay, nw I m done wit my lunch n blog. So, its time to off n do some homework b4 tuition. =D tata people! Hav a great day ^^

failure?

UB3 results are disaster. Almost all of my marks went down. The sad thing is my bm n bi gt 69. DAMN DAMN DAMN! 1 more mark to A-! I should hav study. =( I regret. n the most horrible thing, my physic n chemistry gt the same mark. 43? WTH? I studied my chemistry lo. T.T sob.. add maths again, fail of coz. Seeing all my results so damn bad, I feel like a failure. Trial is getting near n near bt I gt ntg in my brain rite nw. Its nt easy to study btw. Haiz~ Yet, I stil feel tat my bi marks is vry disappointing. hmm.. wat can i expect har? I never do bi homework. stupid me. maths is another one. 86?! went tuition n couldnt even get an A+. tis is reli reli bad. however, theres stil gud marks. only one. LOL.. 90 for moral, unexpected. zzz~ tired of having exam. hw gud if the time can be slowed down? Haha.. stop dreaming lar, NG WAN NEE. stop here. bye. =)

100 days

Today went driving again wit dad at bukit raja there. I drove nt so well. Plus, it rained. Reached home, uncle called to eat bak kut teh at centro. As usual, ate a little. ^^ Gt home n did my maths homework. Latitude, longitude, drove me crazy. Directions always turn my head round n round. =O 100 DAYS TO SPM!!! scary man. I m forced to study everyday. Its exactly one month to trial. Mamamia.. I hav to do well. Lack of confidence bt I wil try my best tis time. Serious. Wahhaha~ Its 3 smtg edi, time run jux sooo fast. Tik tok tik tok. So, gonna stop here today since I gt no idea wat to write liao. Goodbye =D 

happy is life

HELLO!!! I m finally bak to here again. After all the 'stressful' exams, I feel great! O yea, 101 days to SPM. Jeng jeng jeng.. time is running vry fast. I m trying to b hardworking nw. Haha.. should b gud gurl for tis few months. After SPM, everything wil b fine. No worries. =) Jux go find work, earn money while waiting for SPM results. For my friends hu r going for ns, I wish them.. GUD LUCK. Hohoho~ I don nid to go ns. xD hmm... I m feeling kinda hapi recently. Although I hav to study n go for tuition when I m so exhausted, I don feel to giv up. I rmb tat one of my class top student told me, ''Love the things tat u hav to do, don hate it. B hapi when doing it, den u wil b success for sure.'' Tat phrase is so meaningful. It wakes me up. Yes! I don reli like add maths coz I always fail in add maths but in fact, I think bak. Do I reli put my effort in it? Jux bcoz it is so complicated den I should jux ignored it? Oh no! I wont score well if I continue to b like tis. Well, hapi is life. V r born to colour our life, nt like bleaches it. I promise myself nt to b emo anymore. Emo jux waste my time. LOL.. Should appreciate every single second. Do watever I can for SPM, the last toughest challenge b4 I enter the adult life. Jia you jia you jia you! Teehee =D 

be independent

I m a person who always rely on other people. Tat is y I treated my frens well bcoz I nid them all the time. But to my family, I do not have to do any sacrification. They will b there for me anytime. Mum said that I had been such a fool for treating my frens so gud, better than my family. Yes, I was wrong. Now I know tat my frens dont repay or even remember what had I done for them. Tis is a silly mistake. Mum oso said tat I shouldnt count on my frens too much. They will somehow leave my one day. Thanks Mum, for ur remind. I m trying to change. =)

This is meaningful.

it will be a secret

YES YES YES! today Yenj came to kp to promote his new album. I didnt took his pic as my phone no battery d n hes nt my type oso actually, haha.. too thin n fair bt he has a nice nose. xD he sang 3 songs. hao de shi qing, wo xi huan bu wo ai n his new song which i forget the name. well, the song 'wo xi huan bu wo ai' almost grabbed my soul away. its the song which i fell in love so much last time wit sumone. v sang tis song tgt b4 n it was the last time v went for singing k. I thought Yenj would nt sing tis song coz tis song is kinda out d bt he did. my tears were going to drop bt i tried my best to control myself. I shouldnt think back our past. the moment when u sang tis song to me, i knew tat u loved me deeply. I can feel it. thx. thx for loving me bt i just cant love u coz v r nt for each other. sry. i m nt gonna tel u hw i feel today. sigh. monday gonna exam. I m totally out of mood to study. I dono y. God.. pls giv me the courage to stand up. I wil appreciate it vry much. 3 months ++ to SPM. I should stop fooling around. a promise for my future.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,MY LOVE ♥

Happy Birthday Bii!!! =D

☆wish you all the best and stay leng zai always.

love you! xD

both my love together ^^

totally lost

after wat had happened, i m lost. reli lost. i dono where should i go. i m no one anymore. ntg. i cant talk properly. smile sweetly. or even hav my meal happily. i lost my appetite, cant pay attention in class n always feel tired. i don hav the joyful feeling to go skul anymore. it seems tat the world looks diff nw. i m like a soulless, soft-hearted living creature. u can jux easily crash my heart into pieces. n, perhaps, i might jux cry out suddenly. although they r jux small matters. i m no longer cheerful. i seriously forget hw should i mix up wit my frens. theres ntg in my mind. ntg. its blank! y tis happens to me? sumhow, important ppl around me jux gone one by one. they don understand the true side of me. wat they knw actually? i m confused. wat should i do? i fell. i raised my white flag. i hav no strength to accept the fact. sry everyone. i nid time.

shut up

STOP GOSSIPING BEFORE I SHOWED YOU MY REAL FACE. YOU WILL REGRET IF YOU DONT. JUST KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH CLOSED, BITCHES.

wake up wake up!

i m having weird feelings tis few days. OMFG! no no no. i should stop thinking. cum on, wake up NG WAN NEE. open ur eyes big big n c properly, n think. always bear in mind tat wat is rite n wrong, should n shouldnt. don let the wrong past happens again. *breath in, breath out. ok, everything wil b fine. stop pondering. focus on study. bye bye! xD

forever in my heart

today's date- 29 June, is the day the person i love left me n gone to a far far place tat i can never c. its my wai po. wai po, although u had gone for 5 years, i can stil rmb hw u look like n oso our memories. when i was young, u like to treat me ice cream. u never beat me or even scold me. i knw tat u love me too as hw much i love u. wats the thing tat i like the most about u is u never tease me like hw ah yi they all used to. ah yi they all always tease me fat, fat n fat. u wil scold them if they did tat. =) tats great. haha.. u wil comfort me when i don feel well n giv me wat i wan. wai po, thx a lot. i love u~ i miss u too.. sumtimes i even hope tat v can meet more often. i mean in my dream. xD n.. at here, i hope u wil hav a peaceful life there. in my heart, the image of u wil never disappear. on tis vry stressful day, the candle of my life said tat she hav to leave. =( i feel vry sad bt i cant do anything. my tears were jux dripping. she said she nid to change her living environment. yea, ppl should change their pathway after being so long on the same one to improve themselves or to move on wit a better life. her words make me feel tat mayb it wil b gud for her if she leave. anyway, i m vry thankful to her for being the candle tat burn herself jux to lighten my life. she gave me many knowledge. she made me fall in love wit the thing tat i don bt i should. she oso tried her best to make me understand wat i don. i promise tat i wil do my best for my next challenge. eventhough she wil b leaving me vry soon n might nt hav the chance to guide me anymore, i wil do it all by myself. its time to b independent. lastly, i feel guilty n sorry as sumtimes, i did make her disappointed. i wish her gud luck in her future n live happily wit her love ones. ^^

Anthony Promo Tour

*ps for the outdated post. too busy recently. xD

Date: 25/6/2011
Time: 2p.m.
Venue: Klang Parade

sry for the blur pic. cant get close pic of him as v r nt allowed to go near him except for those VIP oly T.T. ahhah! lets talk bout anthony. anthony went up stage at around 2.30pm. the first song he sang was SORRY THAT I LOVE YOU. aww.. so touching. i almost cried. next song was wit his best fren, the guitar. cant reli hear coz of the PA system prob. lastly was 散場的擁抱! tis song gt the most applause. conclusion, anthony is great! his voice melted my heart. he sang wit his soul put inside the song. oh anthony, i love u!!! =D thx for dedicating such sweet songs. btw, sry coz din buy ur album. i hav no money at the moment =( missed the chance to shake hand wit u. sobs~ hope there wil b another chance to meet u. hav a nice day, stalker! =)

learn frm mistake

i had knw clearly wat u mean. anyway, thx for saying the truth. although its nt a gud decision, i stil respect ur choice. well, seriously to b say, i think u misunderstand me d. u said i did things diff as wat i said? u r totally wrong. to u, i never. jux tat time, i did. mayb coz i m 'drunk'. tats the oly thing tat i had betrayed u for once. n shes nt reli my best fren bt u r. i din tel her my everything. sumtimes i ignored her bcoz of u. i m so sry to *her*. i m kinda stupid as i cant make my own decision. i jux listen to u. i too rely on u liao. frm today onwards, the world wil change. my life wil too. after tis incident, i m awake. i learnt to differentiate dream n reality. mayb u r jux my dream. my dream fren tat oly appears in my life for a while. once i woke up, everything wil vanish in a flip of second. anyway, thx for giving me so many memories. i wil always rmb them. perhaps v reli should walk in our own ways liao. god bless us. smile for a better day =) nites~

[MV/HQ] Bii - 轉身之後 Zhuan Shen Zhi Hou

I am so sorry~

i did smtg tat spoilt everything. i broke my promise to u. yes! its my fault. all my fault. bt would u ever listen to my explaination n try to understand me? u never. u reli did smtg tat make my temper went to the max bt i jux pretend tat i m fine in front of u. i cant stand it actually. so, i went crazy n accidentally said it out. i reli don mean anything after all. i jux cant control myself. u hurt me again n again. n finally, my patience reached its limit. u said tat u shed ur tears for the first time bcoz of me. well, did u knw tat i cried 10 times more? theres lot of things tat u dono. sumtimes u hurt me bt i jux keep quiet. keep it all inside my heart. crying alone at the corner wit my teddy bear for comfort. or even hoping tat the wall wil tok to me. n yet, tis is jux the first time i hurt u. n oso its an accident. nt purposely. i hav no idea wat should i do anymore without u by my side. the journey bhind gonna b hard i think? n v promised each other to b frens until the rest of the life. yes, u broke ur promise coz i broke my promise too. rite? sumhow, u never realised hw much important the presence of u in my life. u r jux a vry special fren for me. nw, its over. i wont hav the chance to eat ice cream wit u, laugh crazily tgt n loitering at the pasar malam wit u anymore. its reli a sad thing. i m jux vry wrong. hw can i did tis to u? i knw it oso, i shouldnt. however, theres no use regretting nw. i cant turn the time back. plus, based on ur attitude, i knw u wil hate me vry much. u wil never try to look at the other side of hw much i had been patient wit wat u said n did. as i used to hav deep feelings on u. i admit. so nw, everything wil change. i knw no matter wat i say or explain or even beg u n cry in front of u, u wont pity me. tis is u. once sumone did smtg wrong to u, u wil rmb it forever. ''anything'', ''watever'', tis is the answer tat i gt. i knw wat it means d. u wont care wat i say anymore coz u r so frustrated liao. for me, its a suffering word. i gt no ways wat should i do so tat u wil forgiv me n giv me another chance. i giv up. i don wan to bt u make me hav to. i shouldnt let my mood affect my study, my parents wil b vry disappointed on me. SORRY. i m so sorry to u. although v r nt so close as u said, i stil vry care on our frenship. its ok if u wan to end our frenship here. as long as u feel better, everything wil do. nvm, i used to lost many frens liao. well, life turns around- upside down, frens r the same too. bt, if i m given a second chance to b a fren of u again in the next life, i swear, i wont do the same mistake anymore. i hav to b strong frm nw onwards. don ever let the wind to blow me down. i guess, i reli hav to try living without u. live bravely. its time to grow up. at last, sori again.

倪安東 - 散場的擁抱 (HQ官方版MV)

hahaha

today i ki siao liao. xD its a tiring day yet fun! although today's schedule is vry 'pek' but i enjoy all the classes coz i understand almost everything? =D time to show my sot sot pic~



i look so nerd ==

do u c my mole? haha!

aww... hes my ♥

gonna stop here. =)

WHY?!!!

today i din go skul. i wasnt feeling gud after all. upon i woke up, i can feel smtg wrong. smtg gonna happen if i go skul. i slept til 9am n had heachache. my body was feeling pain too. i m nt hapi. since ytd. don u understand me?! u should! when i said i hate u, wil it reli meant? u knw it rite? i dono wat happened to u bt y cant u control urself? u put ur anger on me n yes! u won! u totally broke my heart. i thought v r best frens? bt it seems tat u don treat me tat way. den wat m i to u? i treated u vry vry gud as my bestie. or even more than tat. u like don even treat me as anything oso, i think? i never spent my sweet saturday teaching my ordinary fren. u r the first. means, u r nt ordinary! u r my best fren. close fren. i wil always try to help u whenever u nid me. i wil, u should knw rite? bt WHY?! u asked me to ignore u? wat do u mean? u knw i wont. i feel reli sad wit the way u replied me. u r nt u anymore. hu r u? n sumtimes i can even feel tat u stil don reli trust me. mayb coz ppl around u r fake so u think i m fake too. T.T i m a real person! u asked me to let u off for smtg.. i did. i reli did. bt if as fren, no way. i wil never. i wil always hold u tight although u r like a balloon tat wil probably fly away when strong wind cum. perhaps u reli flied away, i wil jump to get u even though theres a sea rite in front of me. u wil never knw hw much i appreciate my fren. watever it is, i accepted tat u said i m nt u best fren. nvm. for u, i m nt. bt for me, u r always. its hurt bt i already used to it. i m tough =) i blif tat tomoro wil b a better day. hope ur probs can b solved asap. i wil help if u nid me. chaoz~ 

its a must

sunday, sunny day. it rained a while jux nw, few drops. jux back frm uncle house after went for a walk at aeon. on the way back, i put on my earphone n listen to some songs. those songs remind me of many things n makes me think lots. i was thinking, its my 2nd week of holiday d bt i seem to hav did ntg. so, i should make a plan. 1.study 2.diet 3.let go n forget. OMG OMG OMG. 3 more months to my trial! i haven revise anything yet =X D.I.E. tomoro, i must open at least one book. diet? ARG! i semakin hari semakin gemuk. =( no more nice shirt for me ler. sobs.. i should stop eating liao. its a tough challenge to lose weight coz i love eating. however, i reli gt to try controlling my diet frm nw onwards. lastly, let go n forget. yes! i hav to do tis. it wil b making me suffer bt i nid to. let go n forget earlier is better than getting heartbroke at the end, rite? i m letting go d. i swear. by the sun, moon n stars. xDD

wat is happiness?

as i grow up, i feel tat things gt tougher n complicated. especially life. for nw, i don even knw wat is a true happiness. ppl mux b feeling awkward tat a sc1 student don even knw wat is the meaning of happiness. frm small til nw, many things happen in our life, of course. memories- tats wat v keep in our mind n heart. when i was stil a kid, i rmb tat my parents took vry gud care on me. they gave me wat i wan and taught me wat i should knw. as a result, i knw to crawl, walk and talk earlier than other ordinary kid. dad wanted to send me for kindergarten when i was 4, bt yet he worried tat i wil b bullied as my body size is vry small, nt like nw. xD so, i only went for study at 5. during my preschool time, i was an intelligent kid, tat was wat my parents used to say. i had talent in art. however, after few years, i stopped my art class. i forgotten y edi. when i was having my primary skul education, dad wil taught me personally when hes free. i stil rmb tat i gt caned if i couldnt answer wat dad asked. i wil b vry scare n cried whenever he called me for revision time. bt nw, i knw wat he did was actually rite. its all for my own gud. thus, i gt excellent results for upsr n other examinations in skul. teachers had been calling me the top student. == at the beginning of secondary skul life, everything went smoothly.. until i mixed up wit those *frens*. i gone bad. unfortunately, i gt appendix summor on may. my results drop drop n drop. dad gt disappointed bt he understood wat i had gone thru. he didnt scold me. bt i think he was scolding himself coz he was unable to teach me d. he gt his education until standard 6 only. i cant cope wit wat teachers taught anymore. its a sad thing. on 2009, first day of skul, i was sent to 3B. i gt vry angry n sad. few mins later, i was asked to go back to 3A. WTF? tis is nt fun, k? i felt so ashamed. things din changed, i stil gt poor results. 1 month b4 pmr, i studied for the exam. there were many taechers helping me. THX! n.. i gt 7As for pmr. mum cried. she was too hapi. LOL.. for the first time. i felt excited coz i cant blif tat i wil gt straight As. form 4.. i studied hard at the beginning of the year to maintain wat i had. after few months, i gt lost again. damn! nw, its edi 2011- SPM. i cant reli do well in my add maths n chemistry. i luv add maths bt add maths don seem to b loving me. for chemistry, sry to b say tat i hate u the most! bt, no matter hw i hate studying, i hav to study oso, its my last exam. i wan my parents to b proud of me once again. lastly, PAPA N MAMA.. i luv u. bt i jux dono hw to express out my feelings. sry tat i always broke both of ur heart. i m actually stil seeking the way to create happiness tat wil lead to my success. i promise i wont make u 2 disappointed anymore. thx for wat u all had gave to me.

simple day

woke up at 5.45am to take bath, going for amali course. the course starts at 9am. better than the first course. i don feel sleepy! the lecturer is funny! he gt bald n shiny head. he talked lots of funny jokes as well. xD jux listened for 3 hours den back jor coz uncle said the outdoor amali, no nid listen one. LOL.. so, me n theng stopped at the face to face noodle house near kp at abt 1 smtg. had our lunch there. i ordered sichuan noodle. my goodness, its damn spicy! after today, i do nt dare to eat sichuan food anymore. too spicy until my stomach like having volcano eruption. walked to kp after eating n theng bought her stuff. i gt ntg to buy. miracle. =D den, v went home tgt. feeling tired. go online til nw, i m here-BLOG~ arg! i stil nt feeling well coz of tat spicy noodle jux nw. bt it tastes great! lol.. seriously. i m reli the face to face noodle house top 1 fans ar. ytd went, today went. ^^ wil go there again soon, i think. gt addicted. xD its 3 smtg d nw, should take my bath ler. byeee =)

officially 17

its 26/5. i don get to out wit sumone, expected. god decides everything =X nt reli a nice day as dad busy working too. thought wil b great. last year of secondary, man. bt, at the end? disappointed. conclusion, never expect too much. by the way, thx to shirley babe for accompanied me whole day. sori for showing no sign of hapi. i don mean to do tat. bt, i jux.. don feel gud. tis year, my wishes don cum true. saddy~ nvm pa, forget bout it. next year don think so much better. present? i get none today. ahhaa.. vry funny. fake me. anything lar, let today passed. tomoro wil b a better day. =) c the pic above? titled: BIG BARBIE EYES. tats wat my frens said. thx to my lens. xD gt ntg to write ler. gudbye!

indirect confession ♥♥♥

♫ its over ♫

all those torturing exams are over! left one more maths 2 tat i wil take it as eating peanuts. open the shell, get the nuts n throw away. today chemi n history 1 was horrible. i think i finished them in jux.. 30 mins? OMG! nt as if i knw, i don even knw wat the crap the question talking about.. so, i jux POOF! tembak. history paper 2 was pretty cool, i created my own history. =D today's exam finished at 1.25pm, bt v stil cant go back. so, sit down n talk talk wit my frens. suddenly, it rains. reminds me of wat u said again == i always ask myself, y r u always in my mind? y? i juz too care bout u. i m wori bout ur health, especially. god, bless u. today is 24. 24/5 was my unlucky day few years ago, bt the curse had gone when i was 15, if i m nt mistaken. it mux b sumone tat had sweep away tat spell for me. LOL.. 2 more days. it would nt b a nice day, i think. feeling disappointed of smtg. btw, i don think i m goin to skul tat day. don wanna c ppl whole day wishing me n i hav to keep smiling like a retarded person. sori to say tat, bt i reli don like to smile. wish u gud luck for ur exam on thurs. giv u all my luck. as i don nid any luck tat day. haiz.. feeling so boring. wat to do on thurs? sleep? game? study? any idea? 4.30 til 6.30 wil b having bio, only tat 2 hours wil make my day. others? i reli dono wat to do. might b pondering at home? silly. ok ler lar, i nidda go bath nw. feeling sleepy. zzz~ CHAOZ! =)

history

it had been almost a month i did nt update my bloggy. y? i m jux too lazy. haha.. history? ya! tats my title for tis post. wat i wanna talk? erm, history of life perhaps? many things happened during tis whole month. suprisingly, i gt numb 9 in class for my setara 2 exam. tat was crazy! as usual, i din study. bt i jux dono y tat happened. bt nvm lar, its a gud thing btw. i wonder y m i so lucky. izzit coz i gt my lucky star? i dono.. xD n yeap yeap, my relationship wit sumone is getting better. i think she started to trust me d? =) anyway, thx for nt ignoring me although i always do stupid stuff. i knw i m jux a fool. however, watever i do, i wont expect tat u wil pay it back to me. as long as u hapi den i hapi ^^ recently, i m having my mid year exam. i gt no mood to study. prefer spending my time on game, daydreaming n other stupid stuff == so so, i knw my result gonna drop. hey pn kang, I DIN CHANGE TO HARDWORKING AS HW U SAID ME. u may b suprise to c my mid year results soon. hahaha~ wat i wish for tis term is jux pls pls, pass everything, den enof ler. =D reli crazy liao me, din study bt hope can pass. stupid mind! xD ahhaa.. 3 MORE DAYS~ ITS MY BIG DAY! hope it wil b a sweet n memorable 17th birthday. tomoro i wil b sitting for my chemi 1, history 1 & 2. o yea, chemi 1 n history 1 gonna b fun, tembak tembak. LMAO.. history 2? i should study later, don wan my paper to b as clean as its original state. history history history... wat for wan study the past? cum on government, look forward!

HELLO BLOG! xD

hi peeps! i m officially back wit my new blog! =D i feel kinda boring without blog actually. its like theres no more place for me to jot down every single significant memory anymore. hee~ finally, my 2nd standardised exam is over. bt, i heard tat my mid year exam gonna b on 11 May. WTH.. tis means, i cant stop my engine for even a while rite nw. so sad.. =( recently, i hav the mood to study. its a miracle. ^^ mayb its coz my dear SPM is reli coming soon. around 5 more months? i mean trial. trial is vry important to me as i m nt frm a rich family, so i nid to get scholarship to continue my studies n of coz, for a brighter future. i don wanna b a failure anymore. i knw i don hav a genius brain like a few of my classmates. therefore, i hav to b more hardworking to compete wit them. however, laziness always kill me. haha.. well, its hard to cure the powerful disease- 'LAZY' bt it hav to be cured asap b4 it drags me to face 'DEATH' in spm. so so so, lets start revising nw! gonna stop here today. time for dinner. bye bye..