be independent

I m a person who always rely on other people. Tat is y I treated my frens well bcoz I nid them all the time. But to my family, I do not have to do any sacrification. They will b there for me anytime. Mum said that I had been such a fool for treating my frens so gud, better than my family. Yes, I was wrong. Now I know tat my frens dont repay or even remember what had I done for them. Tis is a silly mistake. Mum oso said tat I shouldnt count on my frens too much. They will somehow leave my one day. Thanks Mum, for ur remind. I m trying to change. =)

This is meaningful.

it will be a secret

YES YES YES! today Yenj came to kp to promote his new album. I didnt took his pic as my phone no battery d n hes nt my type oso actually, haha.. too thin n fair bt he has a nice nose. xD he sang 3 songs. hao de shi qing, wo xi huan bu wo ai n his new song which i forget the name. well, the song 'wo xi huan bu wo ai' almost grabbed my soul away. its the song which i fell in love so much last time wit sumone. v sang tis song tgt b4 n it was the last time v went for singing k. I thought Yenj would nt sing tis song coz tis song is kinda out d bt he did. my tears were going to drop bt i tried my best to control myself. I shouldnt think back our past. the moment when u sang tis song to me, i knew tat u loved me deeply. I can feel it. thx. thx for loving me bt i just cant love u coz v r nt for each other. sry. i m nt gonna tel u hw i feel today. sigh. monday gonna exam. I m totally out of mood to study. I dono y. God.. pls giv me the courage to stand up. I wil appreciate it vry much. 3 months ++ to SPM. I should stop fooling around. a promise for my future.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ,MY LOVE ♥

Happy Birthday Bii!!! =D

☆wish you all the best and stay leng zai always.

love you! xD

both my love together ^^

totally lost

after wat had happened, i m lost. reli lost. i dono where should i go. i m no one anymore. ntg. i cant talk properly. smile sweetly. or even hav my meal happily. i lost my appetite, cant pay attention in class n always feel tired. i don hav the joyful feeling to go skul anymore. it seems tat the world looks diff nw. i m like a soulless, soft-hearted living creature. u can jux easily crash my heart into pieces. n, perhaps, i might jux cry out suddenly. although they r jux small matters. i m no longer cheerful. i seriously forget hw should i mix up wit my frens. theres ntg in my mind. ntg. its blank! y tis happens to me? sumhow, important ppl around me jux gone one by one. they don understand the true side of me. wat they knw actually? i m confused. wat should i do? i fell. i raised my white flag. i hav no strength to accept the fact. sry everyone. i nid time.

shut up

STOP GOSSIPING BEFORE I SHOWED YOU MY REAL FACE. YOU WILL REGRET IF YOU DONT. JUST KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH CLOSED, BITCHES.